lol. i have given in to every temptation in the world. i had liqour, i had a donut, i had cake, i stuffed myself and almost threw up. *sigh* i think its cuz i woke up in the morning...ate really light and then didnt eat for like 8 hours so i was extremely hungy. so i cooked up some pasta and ate too much of it...then i had made angel food cake which is not so bad. but the mix with the pasta didnt go well with my tum tum. but eating too much in my mind is sort of like a normal persons eating habits. i really do believe my stomach cant take too much anymore.
but then last night i'm chillin with my boyfriend at his friends house and we order tacos. right before that i went to their bathroom and weighed myself to make sure my over eating this week didnt screw me up too much and their digital scale said i weighed 155.4. so far that means lost .2 of a pound....hmm. but then i had tacos and went out with my friends and didnt feel like i made wise decisions. so i'll see if tuesday will show.
even though, i'm not gonna let the scale determine my happiness. and its so weird because it feels like the more mistakes i make and the more i eat people keep telling me i'm wasting away. lol...prob because they are not used to me at this size yet. but anyway, i have 5 more pounds to go. and i'll be acoomplished.
i went to target the other day and wanted so badly to buy the hungry girl book and a few more books. so i've decided to make that my present for when i hit my 25 pound mark. that should be in about 2 pounds. so maybe thats motivation for me to stop shoving things like 6 point doughnuts in my mouth. *sigh*
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