i just want to eat and eat. and i can never tell when to stop. its like im in some "feed me" trance right before my period and i'm scared its going to sabatoge me this week. :(
i need to take control though. i totally have control of what i put into my mouth. its crazy. i know i dont need it but then i eat it anyway. i had 37 points today. most of it was crackers, jelly and ice cream. tsk tsk. i guess all i can do is hide the food and do better tomorrow. i mean my week isnt wrecked or anything. unless i keep going down this road. i just need to stick to this number: 22! 22 points chick! that's all you need to have!
maybe i should just look at my weight watchers book and eat what they tell me to eat. this way its more strict. i have too much freedom right now. especially the week before period week. thats dangerous.
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